Ive dealt. 

And will deal with it over and over again.

I wont lose my head over this, even though losing others to situations are happening quite often (quite?  I really meant OFTEN!) in my life.

Another person will be gone soon.  Chin up and pick up the pieces. Come next year, another one.

Just when I am having (lots of) fun.  

If only ...

well, then............

back to basics.  Home. Family. Love. home cooked food. Laughter. Hugs. Kisses. Eternal happiness. sleeping in each others arms. Smelling each others' hair when you hug.  Inhaling the warmth and knowing you'll be there for each other as long as you live. Knowing forgiveness is not something taken advantage of out of any situations taken for granted.

The home where you come to, when you're good.. or bad.

And of course, there's faith.

You're luckier than me, mate. I wish I could get out of the country too.